As they say only time will tell though I must say I had an extra incentive today that I cannot disclose for now however I have decided I would like to live my life writing. It has been a lifelong dream and each time I would find that "but" word and not follow my dreams. But I fell pregnant, but I got divorced, but I have a child to take care of, but I have a mortgage. Today I decided enough was enough and that I needed to recommence the gift I have been neglecting so dreadfully.
Have you ever stalled on your dreams? Have you ever though but or tomorrow or when I....? I am certainly guilty of this when it comes to most things like renovating, like finding a high school for my son, like redoing the backyard. Unfortunately it gets us nowhere doesn't it? Yet we all do it, day in and day out.
Parenting is definitely a hard job isn't it? Especially when you are alone with no one to share your hopes, sadness and worries with. I became a mum at quite a young age and it has been a difficult path yet it has made me into a stronger person even though I still procrastinate! My boy is nine years old and can be an utter handful at times and a joy most times. Don't worry we do have our Bart/Homer moments however most times we work things out by talking. A completely different way to how I was raised and I am proud for making it as far as I have. There are still plenty of goals I wish to achieve, dreams to fulfill and the world to travel, all in due course. For now I am enjoying hearing the bare feet on the floorboards in the morning, the laughing, the cuddles, the smile and simply enjoying him.
Til next time!
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